Closer!!!

ZOMG I love this song. Nine Inch Nails are da bomb. Well, sometimes. Another good song is Even Deeper *cough*

"I wanna fuck you like an animal... I wanna feel you from the inside."

What fun :P

Another random

These random contacts sometimes turn out to be complete weirdos. My most recent encounter is with someone of unknown gender or location who believes that sex is fundamentally wrong. That it is only for perverts. This is just so...infuriating. How can the most natural act in the world be wrong? The very basis of and creation of life is wrong? Gah, this has annoyed me.

It's fun as well!!

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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Daddy Is Johnny Depp

What You Call Him: Pops Why You Love Him: He knows best

Who's Your Daddy?

Your Birth Month is July

Introspective and intense, you tend to be a deep thinker. You are quiet and spiritual - and you have a unique perspective on life. Your soul reflects: Lightness, luck and an open heart Your gemstone: Ruby Your flower: Larkspur Your colors: Green and red

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Your Band Name is:

The Hard-drinkin' Twins

Band Name Generator

Heehee.

The Other Side

I wonder what it's like. If there is anything once you die. Sometimes I feel like there must be, your soul can't just disappear, but then again it seems so naiive to believe that. I ask people that don't believe in a soul to look at someone, a random person, and tell me that there is nothing more to them than electrical impulses and organs. That they are a robot. So far no one has been able to admit it. They'd have to be a complete pessimist to say that and I'm glad I've never met someone that depressing.

Prepare yourself.

I was really bored and wrote a poem. Don't be too harsh, I just wrote things down as they came into my head and I know it's shit.

Start to think, pain all through.
When you try and try, and it's got you.
Nothing you can do.
Except surrender to the few.
That scream and cry in the night.
Don't go without a fight.

Never live without a death.
Fight till the very last breath.
Know you can do it, in the face of all hell.
Feel the flames and ring the bell.
Signal the time for new hope to arise.
Swarming like flies to the light in the skies.

Living in a bin with hobos attacking my feet

Is that what the future holds? Apart from the fact that it would be funny, and I would have to find the whole legion to tell them about it, it doesn't sound particularly appealing. It's strange that you have no real control over the future, you can never know what's going to happen, and yet we plan endlessly, desperate for some kind of foothold. I'm hoping to go to university next year, but anything could happen between now and then. I could die, there could be a major war, I could become a helpless alchoholic junky living in a bin with hobos attacking my feet.

It's truly amazing how things turn out. Things you would never even suspect happen, and throw you completely off course. Why make definite plans? If you can't anticipate the future then you're just making vague gestures towards an abyss, a world that is dark to you. Maybe it's better to let things happen and to work towards something you want, don't be definite about anything. It's too easy to get hurt that way when things don't work out like you expect. I find this concept difficult because my world relies on the plans that I make. In day to day life to 30 years from now. Always planning a future I don't know exists.

Self Esteem...

Results of your Self-Esteem Test
your score = 25

What does your score mean?

This likely comes as no surprise to you, but you have relatively low self-esteem. Your answers on the test showed a lot of doubt about your own abilities, lack of self-love and some attitudes and beliefs that are contributing to your confidence problem.

Friday Night in Glasgow :/

Hmm, this didn't work out like I'd planned. In Beanscene, me, Harrison, David and Nikita were talking about how there has to be a sleepover tonight, but no one could have it. Harrison came up with the suggestion that we should walk around Glasgow all night... I thought it was a good idea, and told my mum that I was going to a sleepover! Turns out everyone else is a shitload smarter and aren't going because they'd rather be in bed. I wouldn't rather be in bed, I've been at home too much recently. The only person I know who would still be up for it is Harrison and I don't know if he'll bother if no one else is going.

Even if he's not going, I'm not going home. I will wander the lonely streets till the dawn, contemplating the world and my very existence...

Bullshit, I'll probably turn up on someone's doorstep like a beggar, asking for a place to stay.