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I'm so unhappy. I'm not as bad as I can get though, that's something to be thankful for. But sometimes everything just seems so wrong, and there's no way out. Sometimes there's no hope...

All my friends are so unhappy, I wish I could help them. And I wish above all I could help Jack, but there's nothing I can do. It hurts so much. But I'll always be there for him, and it's the best I'm capable of.

I wish I was with him just now.