Friday, November 18, 2005

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Really fucking angry right now... I don't know why though, although I have reasons, they're petty and stupid. I hate being like this, it drains me and I usually get really unhappy after it.

This blog must be getting more boring all the time, either that or everyone has stopped reading it, which I couldn't blame you for. It's a steaming pile of shit. I would spit on it if I could. But since it's about me, then you should spit on me for bringing it into the world.

Tempting to delete it, but I won't because I would probably regret it later.


I need to calm down, but I don't want to because then I would just get upset.

4 comments:

Mister Ornery said...

I strayed across your blog by way of repeated clicks on the 'next blog' link. Paused to read a few of your posts. Depressed or depressing? I suppose. And I'll tell you the same thing I've told my younger son. I don't believe I'd want to be a teenager today. Too much potential for sensory overload, which may partly explain the anger and impressions of depression you convey.

A couple of other things, if I may. Don't be so hard on yourself, okay? 'Steaming pile of shit'? Hardly. You write well and express yourself with what I would call brutal honesty. And you write of pursuing your education. I wish you every success. (Now I can only hope I successfully translate the word verification hieroglyphic below.)

By His Own Design said...

being a teenager is tough.
my girlfriend told me she read a study whose conclusion was as such:
the amount of brain activity in a teenagers head is enough to declare them clinically insane.

that explains a lot actually...

Ais said...

At first glance, that is really shocking.

Upon second thought, not so much...

Inmate 4 said...

It explains... well, pretty much everything. Including but not limited to The Legion.

I think this blog's really good, Ais. You don't skirt around anything in it, you get straight to the point. I like your style!