Fucktards

I'm really angry and upset. I'm not going to go into the details, because I don't want people to know why, but sufficed to say that some people hurt me a hell of a lot. Especially when they're people I care about...

Would it be so wrong to move away next year, and deliberately lose touch with everyone? It's such a nice thought. I'm so sick of everyone and everything. I want a new life, with no memory of this one. I don't really know how much more I can take.

It's horrible that sometimes I really dislike Joseph. But it's worse with David.... There are times, and quite a few times, when I just hate him with a vengence. They both hurt me a lot. I'm seriously considering the option of losing touch with Joseph after we leave school. I can't stand the thought of knowing him past that point, although the thought of not knowing him is creepy. It would probably be better for me anyway. He wouldn't care either way so it wouldn't bother him.


There goes my last personal post, unless I'm truly in the mood. I'll stick to my live journal, where my posts and feelings wont be criticised and my feelings won't be hurt.